Apology to all those I’ve offended for their religious beliefs

There is a lot of hate inside me so often times when I say things I hurt people, especially the religious who let the opinions of others have sway on them.  I’m going to work on this.  Even though a lot of religious people do drive me up the wall, I don’t want to hurt people with opinions about spirituality anymore or ever again.  I had to drive a lot yesterday and I had to keep lying to my girlfriend about what was going on with my eyes.  She kept saying, are you crying and I kept saying that no, I was just tired, but it wasn’t true.  I was crying because I kept feeling so guilty about all the people I have offended who are religious, Christians and more.  I still don’t think religion is good but I have been pretty outright in what I have said about Jesus believers.  Granted, I don’t think the Biblical story of Jesus is correct, based on what transpired yesterday and a few other things I have commented on the last couple of years, something about Jesus is real, at least as we know the name in English.  On the radio show a month or two ago I talked about the sun having real spiritual energy and I think it is something like this.

By the way when the straw broke the camels back yesterday, I was in Yakima.

Yakima = 7+1+2+9+4+1 = 24
The Sun = 2+8+5+1+3+5 = 24

The sun was shining, and Bob Marley was singing in the back of my head.

And for all you trolls, why not troll the top post, which is the NFL discussion thread?  Why troll where I am admitting what I have been outspoken and likely wrong about?  Did I really share what I shared just to make myself look good?  Or was it to show that I can admit being wrong, as I have done countless times?  Also, giving someone $10 or more is something I’ve done over 100 times just in the time I’ve had this blog.  I’ve always been a giver.  Look at this blog.  All this work is time I could be investing in something else.  Each post is another give.

And for those who left nice comments, thank you.  The sun is shining, and the book is almost complete.  I’m glad this happened before I finished because there are a few things I will now change and rightfully so.

And mad1dog, it is sad to think that possibly all this time you have been an agent.  Why don’t you call into the show this week since you listen and obviously well.  I want to hear what your deal is.